Emotional

Been summarizing the case whole day. A cup of cheap hot choco warms me up(as if I am in a winter country) somehow this issue suddenly pop in my mind..
I am wondering whether all my effort I had put in designing some birthday card to people who are important to me...
Whether they have been keeping the cards I made for them, or just crumple it like into a paper ball and throw it in the garbage or in a more Eco way which is recycle it. This hesitation pause everything I planned to do.
Has anyone ever appreciate what I did?