Lost

I'm the kind of person who wont express how i feel

everyone knows me know about this shity side of me

attitude that you have since you were a kid..

it's really hard to change..

Everytime i tried to open up my heart. for sure negative things keep happening

this is why i hate to express how i feel. how i wish i can be like my sis

expressing whatever she wants and how she feels

Everything is just my fault..

sorry for me being a person like this

but i hope you understand me thou

but i can feel that you can't tolerate and endure my attitude any further..

lets change...

- What i thought and expect from my other half

is just an illusion.. in reality...

your other half wouldn't do that to you
I'm still living in my LA~LA~LAND-

yea i am naive cum childish..
☆愛して☆